I am so busy with pioneering as well as all the dramas I've faced with these last six months.
Twenty Ten been such an eventful year for me. A roller coaster kind of year. Mostly on the down side of things but things are on the mend.
One of my best friends is leaving to go to Bethel though. So I am sad about it. I know she is really happy and excited about starting a new life in Bethel but I am sad because she has been such an awesome pioneer partner for me the last eight months.
Also I had a few disagreements and misunderstandings with another one of my pioneer partners. He is a young and single brother and he talked about "proper boundaries" between us. What's that supposed to mean? Most of the time we were put to work together not because we pre arranged it. But we sorted things out now and we are back to being mates again. With my female pioneer partner leaving I am sure to need this one just a little bit more. I just hope he will soon understand why I depend on him just that little bit more.
I need more sisters as pioneer partners. Most of mine has been young single brothers and while I get along with them a lot I felt like there's those "proper boundaries" I need to meet. And that makes it very weird and slightly awkward. True he said that it wasn't awkward at all but trust me it was. But what would he know. He seemed to make his own little rules all the time regarding our friendship. He will be all nice to me and super friendly and then when I make an attempt to be nice back, I get the "proper boundaries" talk. I can't seem to win but hey we sorted things out because I told him exactly how I feel and yeah it seemed to be working.
Anyway that's pretty much the last couple of dramas for the month of June.
I look forward to having a better second half of Twenty Ten.
Xenia
