Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Express it!

I realise I don't really use this blog enough to express how I feel. I mean I use it to update WCE news or when I am defending them or when I want to post photos but I don't really use it to express how I feel day to day.

Anyway to cut the long story short.

I really want to visit my cousin in London but so many of my friends want me to go to Jakarta next February for the Zone Visit. Don't get me wrong I do want to see my friends again as well as meeting those I haven't yet met but at the same time I want to see Europe especially since my cousin is in London.

That's one thing.

Another thing. Friends. I feel I do a lot for my friends and I feel some don't do a lot for me when I need them and most of the time I don't ask for much at all. Sometimes I feel they are using me. I just can't say "no" sometimes and it's a real weakness on my part.

On to something else. My tummy hurts. Went to the docs. She said it's probably some sort of virus. The only thing I can eat is "bubur ayam" at the moment if I don't feel better in a couple of days time I must get an ultrasound to see what's going on there. It is so painful. Silly virus. Not happy Jan!

On to happier news. I had fun at karaoke the other night with my friends. I even had my picture taken with my ex best friend. I know the word "ex" made it sound like we now hate each other or something the reality is that we used to be so close but now we don't really talk to each other that much anymore. But I still care about her a lot. She will always be special to me. I can't ever erase the fun times we had together in the past. I am not one to forget such things. Once a special friend, always a special friend.

Here's the photo

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Had the Circuit Assembly on the weekend. The program was really upbuilding and as per usual the District Overseer gave a great final talk and he was heaps funny as well. Intan attended both days so I sat with her. She came to karaoke place with us too. Very nice indeed.

Well that's all for now. Till my next entry.

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