From Adri

Goodbye

Goodbye Perth.
Tomorrow I will be leaving Perth.
Going to Jakarta for 4 weeks.

Photos at Caca's Wedding

Woot woot

Let's see I went shopping in Freo today. Got some stuff for Divina also some stuff for my scrapbooking LOL. Had iced coffee from Gloria Jeans as well LOL.

It's so hot today I put the air conditioner on.

Not long now till I am in Jakarta.

Manic Monday

Let's see today is a good day. Watched some tennis matches on TV LOL. I have no life but then I went to Claremont LOL.

Bookstudy was great. Desy is back and she got me a pressie. Aww so sweet. So happy to see her again. LOL.

Lala

Just got home from the movies. We saw Fun With Dick And Jane. Hee hee. We went to Timezone afterwards and we saw Jamie, Jessele, Ayumi and Taki there LOL. Me and Elima went to this photo booth thingie was heaps of fun.

Lalala

I watched "In America" with Nadine on DVD. I actually cried LOL. It was such a sweet movie *sigh*.

I chat with Desy earlier today. I miss her soooo much. I can't wait to see her again! I have so many things to tell her.

I miss so many of my friends. I so can't wait to see everyone again. I want to travel so bad to Jakarta right now and see everyone and talk to everyone and hug everyone LOL.

Hello

I just got home from Karrinyup Shopping Centre. I got a calendar and a diary lol. I so needed a new diary to write down my service hours etc. So yeah it was good to finally see a diary I like except it's small but then again I wanted them small lol except it was hard to write on hehe I guess we can't have it all *sigh*.

Dinner

Just got home from Joe's Oriental Restaurant. Company was good. Here's some photos.

Something I Never Had - Lindsay Lohan

Something I Never Had - Lindsay Lohan

Do you see me
Do you feel me like I feel you
Call your number
I cannot get through
You don't hear me and I dont understand
When I reach out I dont find your hand

Were they wasted words and did they mean a thing?
And all our precious time but I still feel so in between

[Chorus:]
Someday... I just keep pretending
That you'll stay dreaming of a different ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had

I keep tellin myself things can turn around with time
And if I wait it out you could always change your mind
Like a fairy tale where it works out in the end
Can I close my eyes
have you lying here again
Then I come back down
Then I fade back in
And then I realize its
Its just what might have been.

[chorus]

Am I a shadow on your wall
Am I anything at all
Anything to you
Am I a secret that you keep
Do you dream me while you're sleeping after all
Someday I just keep pretending
That you'll stay dreaming of a different ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had
That I never had
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had
You dont see me, you dont feel me like I feel you

Weekend In Sight

Wow it's Friday already! Tonight I am going out with the girls. Fun? I guess so. Weekend in sight once again too. Not sure what I am doing this weekend though. I hope something incredibly fun.

I worked on one of my scrapbooking projects last night it was fun. It didn't take long to do at all well not finished yet or anything but I did a lot in a few hours. I can't start on my second project yet because I still need to print the photos and all that stuff but yeah will get there someday. Maybe I can use it as an anniversary present LOL.

Sleep?

Bedtime but I can't sleep. So much on my mind. Little things. Worries and such *sigh* this thing called life. I have so many questions. I have so many concerns.
Life is so complicated. Well don't get me wrong it didn't take me 27 years to figure that out or anything. Just that it gets harder everytime.

Scrapbooking

Went to Freo today. Got some scrapbooking materials. Working on three different projects but I might cut it to two since doing one take ages to do anyway. So yeah will have to compile all the photos together. I love scrapbooking. I have so many ideas in my head already.

*Yawn*

*Yawn* I should be in bed sleeping but earlier I had a Deep and Meaningful with a friend. It was what we both needed. Sometimes it's good to "curhat".

I am very tired now but. I need some rest.

Been a long day.

I love my layout *hugs layout again*.

Hungry

I want to eat. But I don't know what to eat. I want chinese take away.

Movie Club

I should be at Nick's watching a movie with my Movie Club but somehow I can't be bothered. After the incident last week, I don't think I want to be there again. Not for a while. Don't get me wrong, they are nice people. But I feel like I don't really fit in there that much. My cousins have reasons to be there. I don't. I don't feel "right at home" with those people. I mean I do like them a lot especially Jee. She is really sweet and Ayumi too but somehow I don't feel I am "tomboyish" enough to be there. After all the Movie Club is made up of boys, tomboys and girls who are interested in one of the boys there and I am not either one of those.

Layout

I finally found the layout I want *hugs layout*.
I searched and searched for something I like and I finally got one I was looking for.
Thank you google images. Thank you delta nu.

Sad

I feel somewhat sad.
Maybe I am missing someone.
Maybe it's more than that.
I am lonely.
I miss my friends.
I miss Jakarta.
I miss Melbourne.
I love Perth but I need a break.
This is the moment for that.
I feel empty.
I feel lost.
Because I am sad.
Sad without you.

Mean Girls

I finally got "Mean Girls" DVD.
I love that movie!

Home

If all goes well according to plan.
I should be home real soon.
As soon as next week.
That is if all goes well according to plan.
So I might be seeing all my friends back home real soon.

Karaoke

Last night I went to a Karaoke place with Nadine, Jessele, Ayumi, Jamie, Matt, Maya, Emma and Kenneth except Kenneth left earlier.

Me and Maya did our song - Stay The Same (Joey McIntyre song). We also did Lucky and On Bended Knee together. Maya was after all my bestest friend.
Me and Jee did Wannabe together also Bye Bye Bye and Girls Just Wanna Have Fun oh and Baby One More Time for Ayumi who hated Britney Spears haha we did it just to tease and annoy her and we did it twice cos we didn't know the first one worked so "oops we did it again" so yeah we had to do it twice but for the second time Jamie and Ayumi had a go singing it LOL. We did Bohemian Rhapsody as well as a group. As well as many other songs. We stayed there till past midnight.


Jee and I with our matching bags LOL ^^

Because of You - Kelly Clarkson

Because of You - Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

Upset

Had a bad couple of days. I am just missing Jakarta heaps. I miss all my friends over there. I miss everything about that place so much *sigh*. So let's hope I will make it there soon eh.

Sure, I have many new friends here and I do love the people here and all that stuff but still I feel like I don't fit in sometimes and that is the hardest bit about it.

I just miss my besties and they are over there. But I will be alright I know that much. Things will get better from here.

I need to buy myself a laptop. It is so much fun typing on a laptop hehehe. My cousin has one and it's awesome. Also I have been watching movies where the characters in it have laptops it's so awesome ^^ so now I want one.

I will be going shopping tonight though I have no idea what to buy all I know is that I love shopping and window shopping. But retail therapy is indeed one of the best things to do ^^ well for me anyway.

I am still a tad upset someone annoyed me to bits last night. And what annoyed me the most is how other people reacted to this. They seemed to laugh at me. Though most apologised to me, I still feel like an outsider. Oh well it's all in the past and I have forgiven them and all that loving but still I am still a tad upset about it.

Wow what a long entry this turned out to be I am starting to get used to blogging again all I need now is a nice layout. Someday I will get there.

Snail Mail

I got snail mail from Desy.
Was so happy. It was such a sweet letter.
Made my day.
I miss her so much.
I will see her in two weeks though.

The Year That Was - 2005

A part of me was sad saying goodbye to 2005. Sure, it had its moments when I didn't like it but most of the time it was a pretty good year. Like any other year it has its ups and downs but for the most part, it's pretty good.

I made new friends in 2005. Friends I treasure and love spending time with. Friends I would like to keep for sure.

I attended a few weddings in 2005 (more than a few actually it was a total of five weddings). I love weddings and being dolled up. Photos are pleasant to see.

My favourite football team West Coast Eagles made the grand final in 2005. Yes sadly they got defeated by four lousy points yes the opposition was favoured by the officials but what can we do. I am proud of the Eagles for making the grand final. They were truly the best with or without the premiership. I am sure they will go one better this year.

I moved into a new house late 2005. At first it was hard saying goodbye to the old house. Saying goodbye to my purple room. But let me share with you this quote: The only thing that stays the same is change.That is true indeed. I am used to the new place now and in a way I like this house better for one, it is bigger and there's a swimming pool in the backyard.

There's other highlights as well as lowlights in 2005. I won't go into them. But I can assure you that 2005 is one of my favourite years ever. I learnt so much from the good days as well as the bad.

Thank you everyone that's a part of my life. May we continue to have fun together this year and the years to come.

Love,
Xenia

At Pete's Party

Yesterday Pete had a party at his place. He got the sofa and matress out the backyard and we all mucked around there also there's a dance room with cool lights and everything so people were like dancing to all sorts of music. Yeah was a lot of fun and catching up with everyone as well as meeting new people. Must love good friends.

Pictures From Yesterday!


With Eleesha, Sarah, Michelle, Sheree, Rose and Katie

With Eleesha and Sarah

With Ayumi and Jessele